Dreams and personal life

I am interested in writing about this ..

Dreams and personal life

I am interested in this is because, personal life, regardless of its form, such as matters of love, family, finances, and everything associated with their own private and personal, could make my dream a mess.

Lately I sucked into my personal life, I feel I am less focused on my dreams. it's like a black hole, sucking all the thoughts there. I think the essence of it all again, for what? for what I am pursuing certifications, doing music, and so forth in the context of the question :p?

And the answer of all is my family, I am doing this for my family, so I can make myself as my family milestone, both current and 'future families' of mine.

But it all takes time, I have to spend lots of time for my dreams, and less time to people who are precious to me, my family, my loved one, I just wish they would understand.

Today I got question from someone who is precious to me, he began to be disappointed because I often cancelled my promise, and I can't answer her question, I can only answer I tried my best to make her happy, but time ... time when viewed from my current job, I can't give a fix time for her, and it makes me sad.

But all that i can do is just 'do it' ... for my dream, which will hopefully be useful to all the people I love.

This should be a valuable lesson, that we can't arrange circular path of life. There are certain things that only I can Give to the Lord. and this is now I do.

So I do things I had to do, and I let God do the rest.

and now I want a bath: P