Today is either the afternoon to how many days a week I spend with teaching CNAP, despite some time off for a holiday feast, but I like this sensation.
Sensation where I come out of my daily habits. and do something in work, is totally different from my work in the office, although still a sphere. I think everyone should do this;).
There must be an uncomfortable moment, there ... there must be a time when all the hard work is lost because it's destiny. but the results? whether there is satisfaction in my heart where I've completed all that I have to do. satisfaction is where I ran. :)
My body was tired, always tired on Sunday afternoon .. but I have never tired to face the next Monday morning, I always feel more fresh (preferably to mind), than I was at home on Sundays and not doing anything. I have not cisco exam again, maybe more than 6 months, and frankly I'm scared.
I'm afraid I'm stuck in my state now, I'm afraid I can not improve the most of myself again, I'm afraid I like people who always imagined I was afraid of, stagnant personal, satisfied with the current situation without desire, and hard work to go forward .. personally.
I must look for new challenges, I enjoy what I do now. and apparently it's not a reason to always be like this. I hope my dream to become a CCIE will soon materialize. Because then I've completed one task I, personally to myself. and began to pursue another. other targets.
I've seen enough, and feel.
I want to move, with accuracy, sharp and quick.
I was young, I'm still alive.
I still can move.
Minggu, 03 Oktober 2010
Kamis, 29 Juli 2010
Predictable Experiences
Recently, I tried to teach.
Incidentally there is an offer from a friend to teach at the former campus of mine, of course topics that are taught are not far away from the discussion in the posts before this, this job makes my vacation time to zero, unless there is a red date, Sacrificing my vacation time, and trust me, its worth it.
Why I'm willing to take this job?
The reason is I have a weakness, in public speaking, I often hear people that when standing in front of the public is having (not intentionally), voice quivering. And this is the case with me.
I learned, from experience of my life, a weakness, trials, or the challenges faced by the body when not facing forward, it will always haunt, the pursuit of our backs, life with fear, damn i hate this. And for the record, I like the money:), I was again saved, of course, for my dreams, and my loved ones. This is a challenge for me, who would chase me when I face this challenge with my back.
I will face it ..., I continue to develop the way I make presentations to the public, natively, and Hopefully, someday, in somewhere in the world, i will from my presentations give. and i hope still about the topics That i like.
When giving knowledge to others, on topics that I like, I feel the vibration of my knowledge, feeling happy when I learned the topic in earnest transferred to others, feelings of worry if it turns out I was a newbie in the topics I teach. hey i like this .. maybe someday I will consider a career as a full-pledged trainer: P. The topics to be taught while I take this in switching and wireless, one of my favorite topics, the last day of the week on this topic, and hopefully not the last day I teach:).
I do not talk, I devote my heart to the topic that I teach, and I felt a sense of how my past tearchers, when I was indifferent and sometimes naughty up hurting the feelings of the teachers I had .. My humble Apologies ..
on this blog, I vent ..
when I work, I act ..
when I say love, I feel, I devote
talk when I sleep, certainly not, unless I'm ..delirious ..
;)
Incidentally there is an offer from a friend to teach at the former campus of mine, of course topics that are taught are not far away from the discussion in the posts before this, this job makes my vacation time to zero, unless there is a red date, Sacrificing my vacation time, and trust me, its worth it.
Why I'm willing to take this job?
The reason is I have a weakness, in public speaking, I often hear people that when standing in front of the public is having (not intentionally), voice quivering. And this is the case with me.
I learned, from experience of my life, a weakness, trials, or the challenges faced by the body when not facing forward, it will always haunt, the pursuit of our backs, life with fear, damn i hate this. And for the record, I like the money:), I was again saved, of course, for my dreams, and my loved ones. This is a challenge for me, who would chase me when I face this challenge with my back.
I will face it ..., I continue to develop the way I make presentations to the public, natively, and Hopefully, someday, in somewhere in the world, i will from my presentations give. and i hope still about the topics That i like.
When giving knowledge to others, on topics that I like, I feel the vibration of my knowledge, feeling happy when I learned the topic in earnest transferred to others, feelings of worry if it turns out I was a newbie in the topics I teach. hey i like this .. maybe someday I will consider a career as a full-pledged trainer: P. The topics to be taught while I take this in switching and wireless, one of my favorite topics, the last day of the week on this topic, and hopefully not the last day I teach:).
I do not talk, I devote my heart to the topic that I teach, and I felt a sense of how my past tearchers, when I was indifferent and sometimes naughty up hurting the feelings of the teachers I had .. My humble Apologies ..
on this blog, I vent ..
when I work, I act ..
when I say love, I feel, I devote
talk when I sleep, certainly not, unless I'm ..delirious ..
;)
Unpredictable Projects
Recently I completed the installation of the WLAN project using Cisco products (aironet) on one of my custumer. This project may assume many are easy enough, but in early before work, I was in a doubt whether I could work on this project perfectly,
point2 that makes me hesitate:
1. I've never done before WLAN project.
2. I've never trained on this product.
3. I do not have time to prove the design concept of custumer in office, because the goods already delivered to custumer.
4. Project management that strayed far from what I learned in DESGN, in which I received just BOQ, and the desired network topology custumer, without the Provider Assessment of the existing network.
but all this is no excuse, I advanced with all the limitations it is a bit of material about my aironet when i learned in Switching (BCMSN), so I review it again, I learned the CWNA Materials, Cisco Wireless Study Guide to add the reference i, and overcome that may arise during installation.
I do not share custumer topology, but I found little trouble in the Country Code and bridging on aironet, who spent my time three days to finish everything.
I'm glad, this project is completed, and these materials I studied when I was learning DESGN.
I'm waiting for the next new project, which challenged me to learn things who never thought.
I would learn;)
I like this ...
point2 that makes me hesitate:
1. I've never done before WLAN project.
2. I've never trained on this product.
3. I do not have time to prove the design concept of custumer in office, because the goods already delivered to custumer.
4. Project management that strayed far from what I learned in DESGN, in which I received just BOQ, and the desired network topology custumer, without the Provider Assessment of the existing network.
but all this is no excuse, I advanced with all the limitations it is a bit of material about my aironet when i learned in Switching (BCMSN), so I review it again, I learned the CWNA Materials, Cisco Wireless Study Guide to add the reference i, and overcome that may arise during installation.
I do not share custumer topology, but I found little trouble in the Country Code and bridging on aironet, who spent my time three days to finish everything.
I'm glad, this project is completed, and these materials I studied when I was learning DESGN.
I'm waiting for the next new project, which challenged me to learn things who never thought.
I would learn;)
I like this ...
Jumat, 12 Februari 2010
live for this
Today is saturday, i fill my day with one of hatebreed song, live for this
Enjoy your weekend, live your life.
Let's go!
Live for this, Live, Live
Live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something, You'll die for nothing.
Through the best and the worst
The struggle and sacrifice.
For the true who've remained and the new blood.
Motivation, undying allegiance
Striving through the hardships and affliction.
Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
Live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something you'll die for nothing.
What we have are not possessions we own
It's not weighed by greed or personal gain
This is real a desire for freedom.
A place apart from a world in abandon.
Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something you'll die for nothing.
I live for this.
Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this
Senin, 08 Februari 2010
Dreams and personal life
I am interested in writing about this ..
Dreams and personal life
I am interested in this is because, personal life, regardless of its form, such as matters of love, family, finances, and everything associated with their own private and personal, could make my dream a mess.
Lately I sucked into my personal life, I feel I am less focused on my dreams. it's like a black hole, sucking all the thoughts there. I think the essence of it all again, for what? for what I am pursuing certifications, doing music, and so forth in the context of the question :p?
And the answer of all is my family, I am doing this for my family, so I can make myself as my family milestone, both current and 'future families' of mine.
But it all takes time, I have to spend lots of time for my dreams, and less time to people who are precious to me, my family, my loved one, I just wish they would understand.
Today I got question from someone who is precious to me, he began to be disappointed because I often cancelled my promise, and I can't answer her question, I can only answer I tried my best to make her happy, but time ... time when viewed from my current job, I can't give a fix time for her, and it makes me sad.
But all that i can do is just 'do it' ... for my dream, which will hopefully be useful to all the people I love.
This should be a valuable lesson, that we can't arrange circular path of life. There are certain things that only I can Give to the Lord. and this is now I do.
So I do things I had to do, and I let God do the rest.
and now I want a bath: P
Dreams and personal life
I am interested in this is because, personal life, regardless of its form, such as matters of love, family, finances, and everything associated with their own private and personal, could make my dream a mess.
Lately I sucked into my personal life, I feel I am less focused on my dreams. it's like a black hole, sucking all the thoughts there. I think the essence of it all again, for what? for what I am pursuing certifications, doing music, and so forth in the context of the question :p?
And the answer of all is my family, I am doing this for my family, so I can make myself as my family milestone, both current and 'future families' of mine.
But it all takes time, I have to spend lots of time for my dreams, and less time to people who are precious to me, my family, my loved one, I just wish they would understand.
Today I got question from someone who is precious to me, he began to be disappointed because I often cancelled my promise, and I can't answer her question, I can only answer I tried my best to make her happy, but time ... time when viewed from my current job, I can't give a fix time for her, and it makes me sad.
But all that i can do is just 'do it' ... for my dream, which will hopefully be useful to all the people I love.
This should be a valuable lesson, that we can't arrange circular path of life. There are certain things that only I can Give to the Lord. and this is now I do.
So I do things I had to do, and I let God do the rest.
and now I want a bath: P
Kamis, 28 Januari 2010
First Step
Some of this week task in my everyday life is to find my step first.
The first is, finally I could finish my self-study for MPLS. What I liked is now i'm be able to begin to enter the lab problems, as I returned a second review to the theory, do some lab, and started to go into BGP to the lab and into a more advanced MPLS. so this is my First Step before moving to MPLS BGP exam on CCIP track.
The second is, My music partners, from the spirit of my music asking me to do music again. well, I guess this could be done on the sidelines of our busyness, the average IT professional in the field, there are a programmer, IT Const, Servers man, and of course ... network engineers: P. so this is my first step to be able to make music together again, not just recorded my self video on you tube and facebook, which are usually aimed to remind me, how nice to playing music:).
The third is, the desire to live more healthy, I smoke, and sometimes my job requires me to unsleep all night. so I started to workout, reduce smoking 3 cigarettes a day so (the rest have .. peace). and sleep when idle for a minimum 7 hours a day So this is my first step to a healthier life.
Yes, that First step isn't much guarantee that i will be able to advancing to the process and then to the final step. but I'm sure ... first step could be important if accompanied by intention, first step is the foundation, first step is lifestyle.
so, your first step?
The first is, finally I could finish my self-study for MPLS. What I liked is now i'm be able to begin to enter the lab problems, as I returned a second review to the theory, do some lab, and started to go into BGP to the lab and into a more advanced MPLS. so this is my First Step before moving to MPLS BGP exam on CCIP track.
The second is, My music partners, from the spirit of my music asking me to do music again. well, I guess this could be done on the sidelines of our busyness, the average IT professional in the field, there are a programmer, IT Const, Servers man, and of course ... network engineers: P. so this is my first step to be able to make music together again, not just recorded my self video on you tube and facebook, which are usually aimed to remind me, how nice to playing music:).
The third is, the desire to live more healthy, I smoke, and sometimes my job requires me to unsleep all night. so I started to workout, reduce smoking 3 cigarettes a day so (the rest have .. peace). and sleep when idle for a minimum 7 hours a day So this is my first step to a healthier life.
Yes, that First step isn't much guarantee that i will be able to advancing to the process and then to the final step. but I'm sure ... first step could be important if accompanied by intention, first step is the foundation, first step is lifestyle.
so, your first step?
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