Jumat, 12 Februari 2010

live for this

Today is saturday, i fill my day with one of hatebreed song, live for this
Enjoy your weekend, live your life.

Let's go!
Live for this, Live, Live
Live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something, You'll die for nothing.

Through the best and the worst
The struggle and sacrifice.
For the true who've remained and the new blood.
Motivation, undying allegiance
Striving through the hardships and affliction.

Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this

Live for this, Live, Live
Live for this
Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something you'll die for nothing.

What we have are not possessions we own
It's not weighed by greed or personal gain
This is real a desire for freedom.
A place apart from a world in abandon.

Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this

Live for this, Live, Live
If you don't live for something you'll die for nothing.
I live for this.
Every drop of blood
Every bitter tear
Every bead of sweat
I live for this

Senin, 08 Februari 2010

Dreams and personal life

I am interested in writing about this ..

Dreams and personal life

I am interested in this is because, personal life, regardless of its form, such as matters of love, family, finances, and everything associated with their own private and personal, could make my dream a mess.

Lately I sucked into my personal life, I feel I am less focused on my dreams. it's like a black hole, sucking all the thoughts there. I think the essence of it all again, for what? for what I am pursuing certifications, doing music, and so forth in the context of the question :p?

And the answer of all is my family, I am doing this for my family, so I can make myself as my family milestone, both current and 'future families' of mine.

But it all takes time, I have to spend lots of time for my dreams, and less time to people who are precious to me, my family, my loved one, I just wish they would understand.

Today I got question from someone who is precious to me, he began to be disappointed because I often cancelled my promise, and I can't answer her question, I can only answer I tried my best to make her happy, but time ... time when viewed from my current job, I can't give a fix time for her, and it makes me sad.

But all that i can do is just 'do it' ... for my dream, which will hopefully be useful to all the people I love.

This should be a valuable lesson, that we can't arrange circular path of life. There are certain things that only I can Give to the Lord. and this is now I do.

So I do things I had to do, and I let God do the rest.

and now I want a bath: P